k rang k urr gaye,itna matr ghabra main koi prayi thori hun,ghar ki izzat qayem rakhna ache se janti main,haan ye suchh hai k shuru se main abbu ki ladli rahi hun par iss me kuch waqt aur halaat he aise thay…abbu ki duty aisi hoti thi k mahino mahino baad aate thay aur ammi k sath unko time teri wajah se nai tha mil pata tu tab chota hoa karta tha aur ammi ka pallo he nai chora karta to abbu ne waqr khatir khud ko ammi se dur he karna behtr samjha,ek middle class family me bachho k hote biwi k liye time nikalna mushkil ho jata aur mujhe pta abbu kitne frustrated hoa karte thay itne mahino se sabr kar aaye hote thay aur ghar aa kar b unhe ammi ka sath nai mil pata tha to bass kisi trah hum qareeb aagaye aur uss k baad se abbu ne ammi baare b nai socha kabhi aur main itni budhu thi tab k main abbu ka akela pan to samjh gayi par ammi ka akelapan nai samjh payi,mujhe tha unme wo cheez ab rahi he nai par main ghalat thi…phir jab mujhe ye janne ko mila k ammi b ghar me buhatt khush hai to mere sar se b bojh utra warna main har baari abbu ko kehti thi ammi ko b aap ki zarorat par wo ammi ko samjhte thay k wo mazhbi ho chuki aur bacho me khaas tor pe tere me busy rehti iss liye ammi ka shayed dil he nai karta…api ki baatein sun main heraan hogya tha aur shocked b k api rameeza to pori chupi rustam nikli…main bola par api aap ko kaise pta chla to api muskrayi aur boli abhi jab abbu mujhe mere susraal se le kar ghar aaye thay to uss k 2,3 din baad subah subah meri aankh khuli to main washroom se hokar dobara sone lagi to mujhe yaad aata bachhe ka feeder khali hao aur agar wo …